It don't feel good until it hurts

Alright, the long-overdue lovey-dovey post. Hold on tight, it's gonna be a wild one.

I'm slowly started to fall in love.  Well, of course I have feelings for Marlen, but I'm moving to stage two, and I love it. Stage one being the attraction phase, two the falling in love phase and the third one the love phase.

I guess this is the part where I get to tell all about her. And you will have to read it, being the fans you are.

So, as you know, her name is Marlen.  She's 19 years old, and from Amsterdam (hell yeah~).  She's Croatian (can I get another hell yeah?), into body modification (omg), sometimes wears glasses (amg) and red lipstick (*splodes*). She has some nice piercings already, plus scarification above an intimate body part.

So far, we had 3 dates, spent one night in an hotel, and she visited my house and left the other day (Know whatahmean, know whatahmean, nudge nudge, know whatahmean, say no more?) and the click is definitaly there. Definitaly :D

I'm seeing her again this wednesday. Sigh. That's so fucking far off though. Thank god for the Internet,  we talk with eachother far into the night each day,  and with a webcam I can even see her. Which is at least something. But not nearly enough. I want more XD

But to be honest, it's for the best. This way we can build something up slowly, which is better than rushing into another relation too fast.

Blah, I wanna scream from the rooftops :P A feeling which I didn't have for a long time! Oh well,  I'm going to play my guitar now, it's a vent for my feelings :P A positive vent, this time XD

Vidimo se!